Personal
-
Out of the Dark!
And it feels good! But a little bit too good… Yesterday, my DBT therapist gave me a daily mood tracker that is a tool to keep her and myself informed about my mood symptoms. At the end of each day, I’m supposed to record my mood and related factors. And…
-
It’s Tuesday
A Poem About My Day Cozy but getting myself on my feetThe taste and smell of fresh coffee With donuts! Two not one Seeing an episode for the first time And actually liking itApplying my makeup with precision Gotta have them perfectly drawn on eyebrows…Am I right?Being driven somewhere I’ll…
-
Babe, you ok?
You’ve barely touched your untapped potential Dude, I am like, reaaaally struggling today. I feel moody, grouchy, angry, sad… you name it. And I keep reminiscing and missing the days when I was a kid and telling myself, “It’s ok. I’ll figure it out eventually”. Well, guess what? I sincerely…
-
What used to be the ultimate experience
…is now extinct in my life There are many things I miss and this is definitely one of them. I don’t know how old you are or how much you remember about the early 2000s but before things like YouTube, YouTube Music, Apple Music, Pandora, Spotify, and Soundcloud… Before all…
-
Checkmate
I surrender! I think it’s just me (but I could be wrong of course) but I seem to be the only one around me who’s disgusted/sickened with having a body. I may sound really ungrateful because I can walk, I can run (but don’t want to… and it’s manageable to…
-
Why having a blog feels like going outside naked
To me anyway… So far, I have had some positive experiences with this blog. People are starting to like my posts and/or commenting. It does feel good to be heard-especially when I have felt like a loner for the majority of my life. But I can’t help but feel naked…
-
What it’s like to have BPD
In my life… I always figured I was different and that’s just how life worked. I didn’t categorize/classify my personality as a “disorder”. But I knew something was off about me. For example: when kids wanted to play games during recess, it was very difficult for me to articulate what…
-
Who I Am & Who I Am Not (As of 5/1/25)
I mentioned doing this activity in the post “Accepting Who I Am & Who I Am Not”. In that post, I analyzed what characteristics I associated myself with and those I didn’t and those in between. So I decided to post what my results where with y’all. Feel free to…
-
Are your observations accurate? Are you capable of handling reality for what it is? Versus what it isn’t?
Life isn’t easy. Well, it hasn’t been for me… I don’t know about you… but it being difficult led me to smoke cannabis. Not just here and there… but daily. Up to five times a day. It was definitely an addiction yet, I at the time I preferred existing in…
-
Doted On
A Poem I wrote in 2022 Doted on is what I likeBeing admired from near or farWatching their eyes shimmer up like the sun Feeling an extra embrace in the hugWondering if they think about you during the dayWaiting and waiting to see what they have to sayDoted on I…
Foolishly Happy 