SO Much to say, so here I go…

Wow. Well… a lot has happened y’all!

To start, I met the love of my life in June and I actually moved in with him 2-3 days before the end of July!

I KNOW, RIGHT?!

He proposed in August and our wedding is being planned for April/May of 2026!

Besides all of those really cutesy news…

I also have some good news about my mental health:

IT HAS IMPROVED.

I still have a lot of work to do in therapy! But for the most part, I’m not feeling incredibly depressed and my psychiatrist made some changes to my medication, which I feel, has improved my mood a lot. As in, it’s more stable.

Unfortunately though, my biggest issue/problem right now are the judgements and comments I hear in my mind.

They can get nasty and mean/harsh and it hurts to think that that’s what how I think.

It makes me feel like I’m not being sincere since I think mean things.

But I’m recognizing that that’s called “splitting” and it’s a part of having BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder).

But thankfully, I am still seeing my DBT therapist and she’s helping me become a healthier person, which I truly appreciate because I need all the help!

Besides that, I am truly grateful for all these amazing events happening all at once.

I feel very blessed 😇

Thank you for reading! ❤