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I’ve been sober for 162 days so far!
Can I get an Hallelujah?! You might be thinking “what’s this chick sober from?” or maybe you don’t care. But if you do care, I am proud to say that I have not smoked cannabis since November 18th, 2024! AND AND … I also (on that same day) stopped being friends with…
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My first tarot spread with The Pulp Tarot
Made by Todd Alcott While I may not consider myself a professional tarot reader, I don’t have to be with this beautiful deck. Besides being absolutely beautiful, this deck has been very insightful and fun to use. Using this deck was very interesting to say the least. I was able…
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Things I want to accomplish
(Eventually and somehow) I was recently remembering that I started a bucket list in August 2016 while inpatient for the very first time. I even encouraged other patients to do the same. Unfortunately, I don’t have that list with me anymore but I still remember the magical way it felt…
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Life without failure
Would be really anticlimactic now, wouldn’t it? …So why am I trying so hard to live without failing? I must sound confusing, I guess. But I think that I make sense of things… eventually. Even if it takes me a long time. And who’s to say anything about that? We have all…
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Hello, 911? …Where is the pause button?
Seriously… Where is it? Life is changing so fast each and every day… I feel as if I am craving to keep up, yet I am struggling with the basics and I feel like I’m being left behind. This isn’t a new feeling by any means. Yet, it’s getting kinda old and…
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The Associations
(No, not the band lol) For the majority of my life (or maybe all of it- who knows), I have associated one thing with another. For example, when I think of chileajo (a Mexican dish), I am reminded of my mom and dad. I am reminded of their love for…
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It’s like my windows have been cleaned…
But having them cleaned left behind some marks WHAT A WEEK IT HAS BEEN and it’s only Wednesday! I feel like I have had to process a lot of new information and it began to feel overwhelming BUT thankfully (and unfortunately) I have very few responsibilities right now so I have had…
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It’s My Time To Shine
What my official diagnosis means to me SO I had my appointment today and the report has been completed! YASSSSSSS!!!! I could tell you exactly what I was diagnosed with (if I wanted to) but I’m just easing up to telling my immediate family and friends so maybe I’ll bring it up another time.…
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Who Am I?
(I’m getting closer to figuring some of that out) Have you ever sat down and thought about all your actions, why they came to be, and the results/consequences of such actions? If you’re anything like me, you probably drive yourself a little crazy wondering why and how you decided to do certain things at…
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Accepting Who I Am & Who I Am Not
Because it’s about dayummmm time, ya hear? I have had my share of moments where I’ve considered myself untouchable, incredible, a genius- of sorts even. Then at other times I have considered myself the complete opposite… like a loser, a nobody, a failure. Feeling these ways in drastic measures has…
