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They Say It’s My Birthday!
(We sure had a good time) Howdy y’all! It’s been a minute! Recently I just turned 29-years-old on October 5th and I’ve been hyper about my birthday since … probably over a month now! I haven’t been writing much because I’ve been making crafts recently and they’re all centered on…
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My Beliefs on Spirituality, Religion, & Faith
I wanted to write about my beliefs and thoughts about spirituality, religion, and faith today because I’ve been reflecting on these concepts all my life, but I feel as though I needed to write it all down- so here I am. But before I begin explaining how I feel today,…
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SO Much to say, so here I go…
Wow. Well… a lot has happened y’all! To start, I met the love of my life in June and I actually moved in with him 2-3 days before the end of July! I KNOW, RIGHT?! He proposed in August and our wedding is being planned for April/May of 2026! Besides…
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My History with Psychosis
And all that that entailed *TW: psychosis, cannabis, sharp objects, and sexual assault* The year was 2019 and I was attempting to self-medicate every chance I got to with cannabis. At the time, I had unprocessed trauma and I preferred to block it out than deal with it all together.…
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A Letter to my little self…
I’ve changed but not by much I know you always hoped things would get better… 20 years have passed and I can’t tell you that they have. We still cry at night. And we never gave up the habit of hiding and holding our breath in the hope that, magically,…
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15 Things Keeping Me Alive Right Now
I’ve been feeling overwhelmingly depressed. As someone diagnosed with Persistent depressive disorder (with intermittent major depressive episodes), I know this adds up but still… it aches to get through the days, let alone the minutes and hours. But I wanted to celebrate and remind myself of all the things keeping…
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Is Electroconvulsive Therapy worth it?
My Experience With ECT at AABBHH I’ll start by saying this: Whatever you have seen relating to ECT on television or in movies is inaccurate. And they usually showcase a character going through tremendous amounts of pain during their procedure. That was nowhere near my experience. The truth is that…
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My Vintage Kids Plates Collection!
A little background info: I didn’t have these plates as a child but in 2018, I went to an estate sale with my family. There I found the cutest Barbie plate I had ever seen and in that moment, I knew I had to have more. Now every time I…
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Get To Know Me
The Q&A nobody asked for- but that I wanna give! LOL 1. What’s your favorite music to play in the morning? I love me some Sade but I specifically love listening to her album “Diamond Life” (1984) in the morning. Listening to “Why can’t we live together?” with some coffee……
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My Top 24 Crushes
And the order I’d marry them in Now, before I begin, I’d like to talk about the elephant in the room… You may have noticed but all of my crushes have relatively pale skin. I’m hoping you don’t automatically hate me because of that! But I sure feel tense bringing…
1978, 1987, Betty Boop, Blondie, Boomhauer, Breaking Bad, Butch from Pulp Fiction, Christopher Reeve, Cleo, Crazylegs G.I. Joe, Curious George, David Tennant Doctor Who, Debbie Harry, Evan Peters, Freaky Friday, Fred Rogers, George Harrison, Guido from Life is Beautiful, Jeffrey Dahmer, Jennifer Tilly from Bride of Chucky, Jesse Pinkman, John Lennon, King of the Hill, Lucky from King of the Hill, Mark Harmon as Ryan, Megara from Hercules 1997, Michael Scott from The Office 2005, Mister Roger’s Neighborhood, Monster: The Jeffrey Dahmer Story, Paul McCartney, Ringo Starr, Saul Goodman, Sharon Tate, Superman, Susan Storm from The Fantastic Four” 2005, Tara from Tom and Jerry, The Beatles, The Man with the Yellow Hat, Tiffany, Tom Petty
