Hello, 911? …Where is the pause button?

Seriously… Where is it?

Life is changing so fast each and every day…

I feel as if I am craving to keep up, yet I am struggling with the basics and I feel like I’m being left behind. This isn’t a new feeling by any means. Yet, it’s getting kinda old and I’m tired of constantly trying to update myself- while failing in the process.

I just wanna go…

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But a) I live in an apartment and b) my family is around me at all times.

Yet, I’ll continue attempting to become a better version of myself because I seriously don’t want to stop growing. I have stayed in toxic, dangerous, questionable places in the past and all of that is hopefully over and done with… hopefully anyway ‘cause the person I am right now couldn’t handle any of that-even if I tried.

I guess like Ringo Starr sings… “It Don’t Come Easy”. Preach, Ringo. Preach.